i found a new nick name for him and i think it fits a lot better... Mr. music man. it fits so well. god he makes me so happy! i talk to him all day and we never run out of a thing to say to each other. he can be so cute sometimes and it makes me smile the biggest smile I've ever given in months... no almost half a year. i was messed up for a while and i don't know why but Mr. music man makes me so happy he makes it all seem better. i haven't thought a bad thing in like 2 months and its wonderful! he understands everything! and when we joking around he doesn't say anything hurtful i mean i joke around and say wow your mean but he never says anything truly mean and i love that cause before i had someone that would say the meanest things then say I'm kidding. I'm glad that's over with. every time i give him a hug he picks me up. i love that i love being picked up. and he motivated me to go back to dance and I'm so happy. I've wanted to go back to dance for the longest time I've missed it so much. its my happy place and my Mr. music man motivated me to go back. I'm really excited to go back Ive missed it so much. maybe ill get most of my shape back and my flexibility. i have never been so happy in such a long time its wonderful! i love it! i still think of the last one i think of him a lot but it doesn't hurt anymore its more what i would say to him if i could be completely honest but i mean school will suck more then anything in the world but i know ill get through it i know i will.
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