HE ASKED ME OUT! oh god I'm so fucking happy! it hasn't really hit me yet like i don't really feel it but i know i will the next time i see him. that's what always happens to me. so now i know how much time it would take me to get back on my feet...2 months. that's how long it took 2 very very very very long months. now the question is when will i stop thinking of him. but its not the same way i must say its more remembering things or wishing i could ask him things but it doesn't hurt anymore. i don't feel like crying. sometimes i may want to kill him but it doesn't last long. i hung out with him alone yesterday at my house and we watched Across The Universe and Shawn of the Dead. i think he like across the universe but i don't know we weren't really watching we were talking most of the time. and he made me watch Shawn of the dead and it was sooooooooo funny i loved it! i love how hes seen most of my favorite movies. most people don't like my favorite movies but hes already seen them so i can watch them with him and he wont think I'm stupid cause of the movies i watch. he loves music he sends me a lot when we're on facebook. i like most of the stuff he sends me i mean its not stuff i would put on my ipod but if i was listening to the radio and it came on i wouldn't change it. oh and he loves my dogs no matter how annoying they get he sits there and pets them and i think its so cute. most people are like "get the dog off of me!" and i don't sometimes it bothers me but i guess not every one likes my dogs. but he does and i love that! its going to suck when i go camping and i wont see him or talk to him. but i know it will give me something to look forward to.
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