i just had the best night that I've ever had in the longest time! i really really really like my new interest... i really need a new name for him...hmmm....happy boyy! that's what ill call him happy boy :) when I'm around him in so comfortable and just sitting next to him makes my heart jump i haven't felt like that in a really long time. he makes me feel so good so happy so alive. he means so much to me. i was talking to him while at my friends house and i don't think I've ever been so happy doing nothing just have my leg touch his makes my heart stop and i cant help but smile. it feels so good to just joke around with him and pretend to fight with him. it was the best feeling when we went to a store and we were joking around and he picked me up and carried me way. i was smiling so much my cheeks hurt. i stay up till 3 am just to talk to him and i love every second of it. he makes me so happy. he makes me forget my past. i haven't been this happy in a long time and it feels so good. his smile just lights up my whole day. talking to him every night is the perfect ending to my day. i mean i really cant think of a better way to end my day, talking to my favorite person and then passing out into a deep sleep. what in the world could be better then that! he may be crazy and odd and gets hurt a lot i still think hes awesome in every way!
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