i looked back at my posts from like July and wow i have come a longg way from then. i was angry then sad and ok then pissed and its veryyyy complicatedd but now im good i dont mind seeing him in the hallway i rlly dont i just act like hes someone ive never met before and i dont mean that in a bitchy way im not mean but i just make it look like ive never seen himm beforee and it works for me. im happy with tom hes so sweet and funny and abusive. its rlly makes me laugh we play around all the timee just pretending to beatt each other. we talk when ever we can and i love hanging out with himm. i feel so safe like i did before but i learned from my past i know not to tell everything cuz maybe something i should just keep to myselff. i feel like i can act like a true idiot and no one would really care about it. my Friend drama drives me nuts and i know some of it is my fault and it will pass but there are days (Like today) when the smallest thing can piss me off more then anyone can beileve. i dont like being like that but it happens. now i have to find a song that will explain who i am and im at a loss idk what song to do but ill figure it outt. well i gg :D
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