faill

my whole world is crashing down around me while i desperately try to hold it all together i act like I'm fine i put on a smile and shut out the world out of my heart and i sink further and further into a black hole i don't think i can ever come back from the poem i guess you can call it i posted before was something i wrote this morning in my Spanish class and its everything that's been going on in my head for too long but yet i still have to hide everything i have to forget i make myself feel what I'm not actually feeling I'm killing myself from the inside out idk what to do anymore i justt...... fail