i cried when you left me i cried when you confused me i cried for months then i stopped. everyday i thought of you less and less i the sight of you stopped bothering me until now... my heart stopped when i was looking through pics of an old friend and to see you standing in the background almost killed me and idk why. i guess just seeing you with people i don't like just makes me realize that you too have completely moved on and for some reason it hurts. i guess that as mature i tried to be about it i still wanted you to feel some kind of pain i kinda wanted you to hurt as much as i did. but i have to say I'm sorry i know i must have done something wrong and it took me a while but i think i figured it out. I'm sorry i put more stress on you then you needed I'm sorry i dumped all my emotions on you. I'm learning to not do that. i keep my emotions to myself for the most part. i try and act happier then i am cause the more i do that the happier i start to feel. i don't miss you i just miss the way you made me feel. and i know its more lust then love but i do miss feeling that way. i want you to do me a favor tho i want you to never lie to a girl about being friends. it really does hurt please don't do it. i hope that one day we can maybe be at the point that we can actually say hi to each other but if not that's fine. i just wanted to say goodbye in a mature way this time. i hope you learn from your past as i did and good luck in life.
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