Gives you hell

you want to know whats ironic? the day you asked me out the song gives you hell came on like 8 times, and they day you broke up with me it was playing on the bus. to think we started and stopped our relationship with one song. when i first heard the song i thought i knew what it meant. every time it played i would think of Joe... well now i know the true meaning of that song. " i wake up every evening with a big smile on my face and it never feels out of place." it took me almost a month to get there but now that's what happens to me every morning when i wake up. and it feels good to wake up and fucking smile cause for so long i just wanted to cry. well i guess everyone was right it would take some time. "and when you see my face i hope it gives you hell" because that's what happened every time i saw you. well not anymore. I'm better then that what you did wasn't fair but life's not fair so i had to deal with it and i did. and as mean as it sounds i hope when you listen to your ipod and you hear the songs we used to listen to i hope it makes you feel how i felt cause i didn't deserve that but you did it anyway. Ive moved no with my life and i know this all sounds mean its just cause i need to get rid of all the feelings Ive kept inside for so long. so understand I'm not being immature I'm just saying what has been on my mind lately. because you were such a "beautiful lie"

well now that Ive gotten all that out i just want to say i want to be friends with you but again that's all up to you. there is only so much i can do. so if you meant it when you said lets be friends then let me know you meant it. but if you didn't mean it then fine i will deal with that.