
i wish i had the right words to say. i wish i could tell that it will all be OK. that even if she is angry all the time that it will get better. but how do you tell someone that when there mind is set on being miserable. not that they want to be but there's no way to change anything there's only so much i can do. i want to do more and I'm here for her i always will be. i know she needs someone cause her friends treat her like shit and she doesn't deserve that at all. its all unfair that such a pretty girl with lots of talent has to be treated like shes nothing and now she feels like shes nothing and there is noting i can say to change that. I'm doing all i can to save her. shes begging for help and I'm trying but i don't know what to say shes so lost. and I'm lost myself we both need to find our way home but she is so lost. and she is screaming out for me to help her. shes screaming to me and I'm holding my hand out to help her but I'm just not strong enough to pull her up not on my own i need help. i wish i was like a professional and she could come and talk to me and i would know what to say and how to say it and i could get her help but I'm not I'm a kid and so is she. she shouldn't have to feel this way to teen should. i want to make her feel better i just don't know how. all i can do is tell her I'm here I'm always here. that all i know that i have to say. cause i know that for someone ready to jump at any moment they NEED to know that there is someone who will grab their arm and say "don't your better then that you deserve more and your life has more value then you'll ever know" that's what i keep saying cause i don't want her to go to a place where she may never come back so if i can prolong that for as long as i can then i will. she really is an amazing person and she thinks so little of herself and shes gone to great lengths to try and change something that was never wrong and now she is emotionally scared from it and its sad cause shes an awesome friend and her friends treat her like shit. i wish there was one guy that pulled his head out of his ass and said wow look at her shes such a nice girl and maybe then she'd start to feel better and then it will all start to get better. she needs someone, someone more then me. someone that will hold her and say he loves her she needs that and i cant give her that the same way that a guy could cause putting a friend in a place where a guy should be doesn't solve her problem. why do guys have to be so mean? why does the one guy that could save her life not even care that shes alive? i just wish that some guy will just go up to her and tell her shes the most amazing thing in the world. i know there has to be someone out there that sees her that way but why wont he just come out and say it? for now hang in there love i will do everything in my power to help you out if the place your in.

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