Ive cried, Ive waited, Ive wallowed in my own self pity but I'm done with all that now. You obviously want nothing to do with me anymore and you know what that's your loss! Cause you know what I'm done waiting for you to realize that everything you thought I was going through was wrong. So go ahead be the way you are. And don't say lets be friends unless you really mean cause you obviously would rather DIE then speak to me. And I'm fine with that now, as I said you are your own person and its every man for himself. So go ahead pretend I'm not alive and then when you have to acknowledge me go ahead and make fun of me just like the last time. You can do whatever you want cause I'm done caring I'm done letting other people run my life because I want to please them. No! Not anymore! I will run my life my way!! I'm done hoping I'm done praying that this will all go back. Fuck that! I'm finished I want to live I want to move on I want to go back to my life! And that's what i intend to do. Its up to you weather you want to talk to me or not. I have no control over you. So choose, leave me and never speak to me or grow a pair and text me cause you said "I want to be friends". Did you really mean that? Or are you like Joe and only said that to make it sound better? Well that's all up to you cause I'm fucking done caring! You shoved me on my ass and now that I'm on my feet and I'm going to walk on. And yes I mean it I will walk on. I refuse to let this control me. For all I care you can fuck a tree or a unicorn or some random chick let them deal with you I'm done!
Good bye love. I'm happy. This is me saying... I'm up off my ass now watch it walk off
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