today was an odd day. my whole family came over for my brothers graduation. we watched it on the TV and we all got so bored we went outside. my little cousin kept following me around when all i wanted was to be left alone. i don't know why but Ive been eating lot lately i mean i had 2 bagels then chips and popcorn then i had another bagel and more chips and popcorn and other snacks, and for dinner i had steak corn on the cob 2 artichoke dishes and cake and another bagel and I'm still fucking hungry. this is coming from the girl that didn't eat for a week cause i wasn't hungry. now I'm fucking starving and i ate sooo much. this is getting ridiculous if i was eating good food i wouldn't care so much if i was eating good but I'm eating junk and its not good. and now that I'm talking about food i want a taco. does anyone see what i mean? i have eaten more food in a day then i do in 3 weeks and I'm still thinking of food. i just don't understand i used to get full just looking at food now i want to eat my fucking house and its gross. i gained 4 pounds in 2 days and that's not good for a short person because it shows. i mean so far its not to bad but if i keep going on like this it will become a problem. and i cant even ask some of my friends because they get mad a me they say but your so skinny. well if i keep eating like this i wont be. id rather stop it now then have to worry about it later. i know people that have gone to extremes to loss wight and i know people that think that's what i do. i swear i don't i thought about it when i was younger but i never actually did it. but whatever i guess i just have to watch what i eat.
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