so far so good i haven't been really down lately so im happy. we are all supposed to go to the beach on Tuesday i guess we shall see how that works out i don't think it will be that bad. my new interest (let call him) is rlly nicee hes such a good guy. im just afraid if i do go out with him it will be such a change in pace. i got used to the fast and...yaa... but hes not like that and i think it will be good for me but at the same time ill get anxious. i also fear that he wont like me if he finds out everything ive done. that would rlly suck and i wouldn't be very happy. and even if he stays through all that and all my mental shit i cant have him hang out wit my other friends. i learned the hard way mixing ppl that dont mix= VERY BAD! so if i want to hang out wit him and other ppl i have to hang wit the group. which isnt bad but u no u would like the person ur wit to be wit all of ur friends but they wouldn't mix well. maybe im just getting to ahead of myself how do i even no he will ask me out or not. how do i no if its too soon or not. ugh idk but i do no i like talking to him and it makes me happy and hes funny and makes me laugh. for now im happy and u no wat i can live wit that :P
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